You Can Stop the Cycles.

I am done chasing perfection. I had a great conversation with another soul at the grocery store this morning. We discussed about pain and suffering and the strength and joy that goes on in the world. Overall, she reminded me that God loves me for who I am…

Everything happens for a reason – down to a simple 7 am grocery run for some fruits and protein.

I really needed that. She reminded me that I need to stop comparing myself to others and that this journey will and is not easy.

I have been dealing with feelings of discouragement for quite some time lately. I was afraid to be in this position during this time of the year. I usually fall to bad habits like lack of sleep, exercise, and poor nutrition. My brain fogs. My body weakens; and the faith in myself falls short to my own expectations.

I go through moments where I consume too much “bad” stuff. Being on the phone too much, also known as “doom-scrolling’; eating late and sleeping late. To sum it up, just bad choices that procrastinate the things that I need to do. The sense of urgency for my personal wellbeing just slows down.

If you have read this far, Thank you for your time.

I will be better…